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Camille... OUTSTANDING!!! I would not change one word in your piece because it's perfect. This is the gold standard for "how to write a love letter" and the depth of your understanding and your delivery of it... best ever! Well done!!!! Please write about "courting" so we can enjoy and learn from your spot on insights... thank you.

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Thank you Steve for the encouragement! You actually made me feel like I won the gold medal at the Olympics.

Also, does that make me an unofficial love expert? I'll be sure to brainstorm a few things about courting ;)

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Yes; courting!

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Courting, Love letters and poems! They seem to be lost in a time of media and rushing from this to that... Not me! I love courting, writing the poems and Love letters. For me it's an "all in" commitment, a risk it all, full open exposure that I have no choice not to take. But the downside sure bites when the outpouring doesn't connect.

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You are sublime < 3

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I agree completely.

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Thank you!

*blushing*

*blushing*

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I feel like this is so much more than “How to write a love letter.”

It’s “How to communicate in a way that embodies your emotions completely without restraint as a way of life.”

Both my IQ and my emotional IQ improve when I read your words. So inspiring on multiple levels.

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You read it right Thomas, I like to stack a few layers. “How to write a love letter” felt more clickbait (lol).

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Love this. Brilliant. So much wisdom and beauty here. Thank you. 💜

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Thank you Phoebe I'm glad you found a little something in this corner :)

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What a beautiful essay! It doesn’t just describe how to write a love letter, it’s an invitation to live a beautiful life.

Thank you for this Camille. I wanted to be like #100, but alas, I think I’m only #99 by the looks of it. ☺️

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Ah Serena! Thank you. You know, 99 is a very powerful number, containing the energy of how everything feels possible. Like when you're just about to get to the house you rented for the holiday, after a long journey. "We're just 5min away!" And just like that, the energy is refreshed.

Thank you for your contribution, I am very glad you enjoyed it.

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That is a good point! I feel that energy of possibility this year as I have recently turned 49. Not to mention, you can’t get to 100 without the number 99!

And congratulations on all these hearts. I hope to one day have that much appreciation for one of my essays. 😍

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Keep writing Serena! A 9 is just a step before a new beginning.

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😊

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This is gorgeous! You have so inspired me that, scarily, I'm planning to create my love letter and overthink why I shouldn't send it. Just to write it will blast my heart open. He is so rad 🩷

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I am so glad you felt inspired! Did you write it yet? Sometimes, it's good to know just for ourselves. Writing is not a commitment to post for sure, so, one pressure at the time ;)

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Love "one pressure at a time."

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I did! I started it...but with this particular love, I could probably keep writing for years, the love is so big. I feel slightly intimidated to keep going...

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Beautiful but there is a little naivety there. Although that’s raw and real, I like that, all my writing focuses on truth in all my past relationships, I’ve communicated truth.

Raw truth is the stuff of love. Tell me more about you?

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Bill, I'd love it if you could expand on that?

Raw and real means truthful to me—quoting 1st paragraph: "Letting the raw, unfiltered truth spill out. "

I am rather new at loving so there is probably a bit of naivety. But a lot of us are quite new at love unfortunately and I believe as long as it comes from the heart, and from truth as you said, we'll be generous enough. Love can be a little bit fairy fairy haha so no wonder it gets sparkled with some naivety. I'll be happy to write a follow-up in 30 years or so. Lead the way?

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Sounds liberating

3am again

I sit on my porch

In my porch

Me and the cats

I hear the world move about

I write bad poetry

Liberating

The darkness surrounds

We are old friends

The comforting sounds of the rain

On the metal awning

Woods in front of me

Someone is watching

The cats tell me where

The rain is light

There is no wind

Air is heavy

No movement

My coffee is cold

It is too hot outside

There is freedom in coffee

My madness

My madness

My madness is not madness

Life is full

Choices

I am alone

Too alone really

alone is what I need

Flowers will bloom

butterfly will come

Why is life so hard

And why is the hardness, brutality

Rawness the stuff i lust after

My body is beat up

My mind is strong

body and mind

My words are life

And my life is

I am ok with that

It is 3am

The rain is wanting to fall

There is no wind

The cats are sitting quiet

The woods are dark

I am being watched

Ghosts

Perhaps yes

My soul lightens as the thread of words

Unravels

From the infinite universe

Of my mind

I understand now

Freedom

And it sounds

Liberating

liberation comes with a cost

A torrent of confusion

Only in that there are too many

Directions

Paths of light

And the feeling of the travel

Through the infiniteness

Time and space

I am on my porch, looking at the woods

They watch back

The pattering of the rain

It is 3am,

again

Time between light and dark

The earth is spinning

I am trying to hold on

But maybe i should

Let go

I build walls of self sabotage

Think of a brick, no rock wall

Rocks stacked high

The other side is freedom

Sounds liberating

Will the wall come down

Yes, it is not real

Just temporary

My soul is light as I write

For you

I place my hand on your bare

Navel

Once tethered to the light of the universe

I still feel the light

My hand gives you energy and I

Take some as well

Touch

Touch is needed

I am holding on at the earth spins

I sit on the porch, listening to the rain

There are wood in front of me

It is 3am

I am not scared

The universe is watching

I am

a part of it

The earth is spinning

The blue light is bouncing

Off the sliver of the moon

But that is behind me

Above the clouds

I saw it yesterday

But it is still there

Am I mad

Lay still, and breathe

Breathe deep and feel

My hand on your bare belly

My palm over your navel

Once the beginning

The light

Do you feel my hand, are you breathing

Two souls

Freedom of another soul

God, jesus, buddha,

A path to enlightenment

There is none, we are

Connected

I am sitting on my porch, it is 3am

Time between night and day

The earth is spinning

The woods are alive

The cats are asleep

My had is on your navel

Breathe

Are you breathing

Do you feel my hand

This is where it all started

The rain has stopped

It is 4am

We are sitting on my porch

There are woods

Across the street

One of the cats is awake

The earth is spinning

The wave of the universe

Is building

We are one

Are you breathing

Breathe

Time to sleep

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My first question is, are you real?

If so I will expand.

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Gosh! This was such a delectable read. I love honest love letters: raw and real.

Thanks for sharing this masterpiece with us, Camille.

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I am glad you enjoyed your read! Cheers to all the future honest love letters, sent and received.

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Now with the cell-phone love letters and the writing of letters have fallen almost to no use or practice. But there was a time when it was as popular as drinking coffee in the morning or reading the newspaper. I am old enough to remember those days.

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Was it? I was made for those days! How did we let good things slip away?

Were you one of those who would write as many letters as they sipped coffee?

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Yes, I used to write my good share of letters. When I was going to primary school, they would teach letter writing. Now that is a thing of the past. No school would teach letter-writing today. Those were other times.

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Wow! I loved every inch of this. And to end it with this line: “I love you with a fierceness that doesn't need cosmic distances. It's right here, in the instantaneity of raw and the closeness of real.” Swoon!🥰 This makes me reflect on how everything we ever write - our attempts to see and be seen - is really just a love letter to the universe.

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I believe you are right Nida! It’s saying to the universe “I write for you to witness me witnessing you.”

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Just got done writing a love letter that I wasn’t too sure abt and then I saw this and that’s kinda kismet I feel

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Amazing! I am so glad it found you when you needed it!

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Really good piece.

I have the perfect love letter.

Camille,

I love you more than I love a roast dinner.

Vulkan

xxxx

See. Whats more romantic than that LOL. Short and simple lol.

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Thank you for that short and sweet love letter!

You see, to believe it I would need to know how much you love a roast dinner.

Either by:

1) Knowing you, and by experience know how much a roast means to you.

2) You describing how much you love a roast dinner.

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A roast means everything to me.

It represents home, comfort and family.

It represents the sharing of ideas and the drinking of nice wines and beers.

I love a roast dinner more than Jaime loves his Sassenach. More than Johnny loved June. More than Noah loved Allie. More than Clark loves Lois and more than Tidus loves Yuna.

More than early bird loves the worm.

I’m even capable of making THE BEST roast dinner. A bold claim I know 😂.

I hope that’s raised a smile and if so then job done.

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Now, THAT is a truly epic love letter!

I am delighted with how that roast unfolded. There's a whole world in that dinner.

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I'm glad you enjoyed it. I hope the rest of your day is awesome!!

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Lovely post, Camille.

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Thanks a lot, Harun!

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Camille, as a writer who’s never really thought about writing a love letter for someone, I truly appreciated these words! I think that I do write love into my words for myself and my readers, although it’s not like tearing my heart open for a single person to look into. That terrifies me. I would like to challenge myself to write a love letter to someone though. Maybe I will make it a writing goal for me this year.

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Danielle, maybe your love language and your love magic lies in other forms of expression and that is perfectly okay. Love letters are indeed terrifying and I would lie if I said I did not experience some strong vulnerability hangover after writing this. The discomfort will pass, and the word will stay. We gotta find the thrill in some risks don't we? Let me know if you hit that writing goal!

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“The discomfort will pass, and the word will stay” - love that!!! Yeah, I hadn’t really considered it. I think it would be good at least to try, to see if I like it. I do love receiving words, so I could try making them for others too

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Writing them does not mean you have to show/send/give them away ;)

We can make whole books from unsent love letters.

But then, how sad would it be to not let people know how amazing they are?

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Ooh you pose two very good arguments! Haha we will see how it goes

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I love the creativity in it, that you demonstrate in your post. Looks so fun!

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My first poem to the one I am currently courting... writing love letters, what a great part of the courting process... you might consider writing about "courting" too.

420 Universe Cookie...

Precisely 4:20 p.m.

4/20/24

front to back

back to front

420

Point in time documented

once in a life time of the Universe

shared with a Lovely Muse

and a Double Chocolate Cookie

both infinitely sweet

Not just a Cookie

not just a Chocolate Cookie

Double Chocolate Cookie

no crumb left behind

every single moment delightfully relished

Not just a Muse

not just a Lovely Muse

Double Lovely Muse

no Moment left behind

every single moment delightfully relished

Extraordinary

both Cookie and Muse

Thankful, Grateful

Blessed

by a Cookie and a Smile

Energy rays of light

birthed by our Sun

travels 93 million miles

through the window

a luminous dagger

slices across my Cookie

warming it

Chocolate top

softens, melts

sugar crystals sparkle like stars

like the Anasazi “Sun Dagger”

piercing sandstone slabs

Fajada Butte

Chaco Canyon, NM

connecting Heaven and Earth

Sun Energy

nuclear fusion core

gamma rays collide with electrons in Atoms

releasing energy as photons

creating visible rays of light

93 million miles traveled

lands on my final morsel

of Double Chocolate Cookie

warming the last bite

the size of a quarter

Last bite sits silent

center of small round plate

surrounded by white

casting a shadow

like a rock in Zen Garden

Both waiting

for that right moment

anticipation

always good to have something

to look forward to

Slowly

mindfully

thumb, middle finger

gently taken

with appreciation

Perfect finish

like Cherry Blossoms

raining down

fluttering on the breeze

as they float away

Index finger

dab crumbs

last morsel

licked

savored with intent

Us

Sun

Universe

molecules of Cookie and Smiles

all made of the same

From the same

to return to the same

all the same thing

just arranged differently

like Taco Bell food

Sun rays

Universe Energy

transformed to Chocolate

to a sweet Smile

Joy and Bliss

Lovely day

amazing Cookie

Magical Muse

Sweet Energy

delightfully relished

315 words

19 stanzas

1 amazing Cookie

1 Lovely Muse

both infinitely sweet

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Steve, what an abundant poem! Thank you for sharing it with us. I love how it sometimes gets a little cryptic, that only the one involved can understand all of it.

Thank you for your suggestion, I'd love to write about courting, it is an excellent idea!

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I look forward to you doing just that!

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Jun 25Edited

A few months ago I was encouraged by a tiktok video to start writing weekly love letters to myself, but have been faltering in my commitment since I felt that the practice got a little stale and repetitive. Applying this advice seems like a great way to revamp that practice!

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I am glad this can bring a fresh perspective in reviving your self-love practice! What a wonderful way to use my little advices!

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